Keep that head up! Every day that passes is just another day that’s closer to the day we get to hold each other again. What a beautiful day that will be! You are gonna come outta there so strong, and so wise from the time you went in. And we can work on getting our life started together. A job, money, a home that we can call ours with our things inside. You are my family. And I want to have all that with you. Everything I think about, it’s always with you. You can call me crazy. I don’t care. I don’t care that we have only been together six months. I don’t care that you are 17. I know that people say that we are young, and don’t know what we are talking about when we say we are in love. But, Skylar James Newell, I love you. I told you from the beginning, I’m in this for the long run. And I mean it. They can call me crazy! I want to be around you forever. I want to wake up to you every morning and come home to you every night. I want to cry to you when I’m sad. Laugh with you when our life is full of joy. Any struggle I face in my life, I want you by my side, supporting me, making decisions together. I want you there on good days, and the bad days. You are my favorite thing in my entire life. And I never want this to end. I want to look into those beautiful blue eyes every season that changes. As the months turn into years. Until the time just blends together and we sit in our home together, laughing at these stories, and how dumb we are right now. You are my Marshal. The whole time we watched that show, I saw us. I want every adventure that life throws at me to be with you. I’m afraid of committing. But if it’s you, I will let my guard down. I will tell you all the crazy that my mind throws at me. Any fear, concern, praise, sorrow. I want you to know them all. I gotta see the color in your eyes. Without you, baby, is a waste of time. I know it’s crazy. I don’t want good, and I don’t want good enough. I want can’t sleep, can’t breath without you love. It doesn’t make since to anybody else. Who cares if you’re all I think about. I know it’s not right if you haven’t lost your mind. I don’t want easy, I want crazy. You with me baby, let’s be crazy. The world makes all these crazy rules for love, I say I wanna do it, do or die! I don’t want just a hug and a kiss goodnight. I want love that unravels and we still believe. The kind of crazy, people wish they could be. I know I’m crazy. But, when I dream, I dream my happiest days with you. All the things we can be. A life with you. The world is such a wonderful place now that you have walked into my life. Putting my doubts clean out of my head. You made me trust again. Cliche, I know, but you truly are my knight on a white horse. You make me so proud, so happy. Feelings I had no idea I could ever feel, you brought them out in me. When I pray, I pray God never takes you away from me. I pray our paths never separate. I pray for surprises, for patience when we are angry or frustrated. I pray that this never makes since, because that’s what makes love so fun. I pray that anything we go through, that we overcome it together. You have made my life worth something. A reason to wake up in the morning. When it’s cold and dark in December, I’m okay because I got you to keep me warm. You keep me sheltered from the storm that’s raging on. I love you so much more now. I hope I don’t sound crazy to you. In the past, I have learned to never depend on someone too much because they always leave. But with you, I want to depend on you. I want my life to be you. The True Adventures of Skylar and Liz to be the title of our life story. And fill it with anything we can dream of. And never stop until the whole story is done. The last page, us holding hands on that back porch, remembering how awesome life was together. Travel all over the world, experience what it means to exist, together. Laughing, crying, whispers, yelling, I want everything with you. Everything life has to offer me, I want you there to share it all with. I am deeply, madly in love with you. When I’m half asleep and I feel your arm reach over and hold me, I get goose bumps. When you’re gone, I feel like half of my heart is missing. When I see you, all I can do is smile. I may not know what love is, but I do know it’s gotta be you. You are my love. My other half that I have been craving since I was 13 years old. I have never felt this way about anyone. I want to just exist with you, for as long as you let me. As long as God lets me. I want you here with me, baby, every long day. I hope and pray you understand these words, and don’t mistake them as obsession, or “high school bullshit.” I just saw you and all I wanted to do after was tell you all this. I have felt this way for a long time. And thought about when the best time was to fully surrender myself, my thoughts to you. Today, I know you are something I never want to live without. It would truly be a waste of my time. I want to share every single moment with you, Skylar. I pick you. If I could have anyone in the world, I would pick you, with no hesitation, no second thoughts. I love you with every fiber of my being, baby. You are my best friend. I want to love you for the rest of my life. I may be crazy, but baby let’s be crazy!
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"i should have called you out. I should have said your name. I should have turned around. I should have looked again. Should have held my ground. I could have been redeemed. I should have spoken up. I should have proudly claimed. That my head’s to blame for all my heart’s mistakes. Now I’m just staring at the mess I made. As you turn, you take your heart and walk away. And it’s you, and it’s you. And it’s falling down, as you walk away. And it’s on me now, as you go. So now Im left, staring at the mess I made." #youknow #zombies #sad (Taken with Instagram)
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